還以爲自己不會再來這裡了
可是 結果 還是不行

在《孔雀森林》看到了一段話

儅她第一次說出這句話時 我覺得對她很抱歉
但儅她幾乎把這句話儅口頭禪時 我開始感到生氣
因爲怕生氣時會說錯話 所以我通常選擇沉默
而我沉默時 她也不想説話
於是電話中只聼得見彼此的呼吸聲

如果在這種詭異的氣氛中結束通話 不僅白白浪費掉電話費
更會讓心情變得一團糟
雖然在下次的電話中 彼此都會道個歉 但縂覺得這種道歉徒具形式
漸漸地 連道歉也省了 就儅沒事發生
這很像看到路上的窟窿 跨過去就沒事了 仍然能繼續向前走
可是窟窿越來越多也越來越大 往前走越來越難 甚至根本無法跨過

其實 我想到了他
雖然 段落中 並沒有百分百的形容到我和他的形式
可是 也綽綽有餘了

best friend

Sugar, spice, and everything nice
These were the ingredients chosen
To create the perfect little girls
But Professor Utonium accidentally
Added an extra ingredients to the concoction--
Chemical X
Thus, The Powerpuff Girls were born
Using their ultra-super powers
Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup
Have dedicated their lives to fighting crime
And the forces of evil

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it rained just now
and standing at the balcony
in the breeze
i was thinking what friendship really mean
but this powerpuff's song went right into my mind

somehow
i guess being best friend
means adding
sadness
happiness
arguments
hurt
upset
tolerance
sorry
and hell lots of care
in a frienship

seriously
thru argument, we grow and we learn
i always think that this is very true

anyhow, i think I'll just end this post "abruptly"
since friendship is really a lifetime knowledge

was playing with facebook's quiz just now while waiting for my dinner..

i just realized that
there's this quiz with a question
" what do you think is important to you ? "

a. family
b. love
c. career
d. money

you know, i just clicked on the top right hand side [x] button..
because the choices did not include friends..

i know, im taking things too seriously nowadays..


^

trust me, im learning to be a better self..
and i'm happy nowadays..
getting better..

and finally i think im somehow independent (abit)
thou i still depend on my friends..

ah ken ken said, its okay to depend on friends
eventhou you are independent
and he said that im on a right track..

hmm.. by the way, i have friends claiming that
im more mature nowadays

fyi, i didnt.. its just that my thinking changes from time to time..
and, i like the current me now..

and somehow, friendship, im starting to gain back my trust dee

和他的對話

你 不明白嗎？

明白 什麽？

-- 我們 說得太多 聆聽得太少 --

you know what?
sherene can really camwhore sometimes
when she finds the lighting that can create warmified feelings to her..

and these photos, were taken just within a very short seven minutes..

我想說 你得相信 我會消失

^

今天 某人與我去吃了bar b q plaza
呵呵 如果再這樣下去 我肯定會陷得更深

^

女生 ：有男生喜歡 會讓你覺得自己有market value,可是 如果女生喜歡你，就……
我 ： 女生喜歡你 會讓你depreciate哦？不用緊，他讓你depreciate,我appreciate你就好啦
女生 ： 你現在很厲害了厚
我和女生 ： （相視而笑）

random thoughts..(when im not really feeling okay)

when i no longer trust anyone
thats when i'm fed up wit myself

^

there are times where i cried so hard
just because i wanna smile

^

its really not okay to say you are alright
when everything goes wrong